Pelik kan ? I have my BF and in a relationship with him since last 3 years 6 months 4 weeks and 1 day , as in the ticker's calculation (on left side of my blog). But I am writing this. Ask me am I happy ? Yeah, most of the time, like 80% so far ( of three years plus plus relationship) I am indeed happy when i still can have the same feelings towards that one and only man since then, who's not kan ?
Three years are not short period for me. I've never been in any relationship 'as serious compared to this' . I'd wish he would be the last man on earth i could spent my life and pouring my love to . Yeah, I hardly fall in love or get crushed on someone, the same thing goes to him. In the beginning of our relationship, I am not that drawn towards the relationship we have. I love him slowly because I can see his love towards me :) And, that's the beginning of my LOVE STORY .
However, things are not sooo perfect to me and to him. We are not happily ever after couple or undeniably happy twenty four - seven. NO !!! Tears and fights are redundantly happening in our relationship. He call me hard headed and stubborn and ego and whatever he wants *teeheehee* but i will simply won't changed !
Because I think he have to love me the way I am (yeah even though somehow, i need to changed a bit kan ?) Same to him, he is not romantic at all but can be cheezy at times ( mostly, when the times are not so right :( ) .
We are totally different species of human being equally to the difference of vertebra and non-vertebra mammals. Now, is our third day of war since sunday :) I miss him, but I demand him to do something outstanding to get my apology and he JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND AT ALL !!!
He makes me pissed !
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