on real life

So, basically it's been a while since I last posted about what happened on my life currently, right? I don't know, maybe I'm losing my appetite with my own blog or losing sense of belonging here? Whatever it is, all I can say is I'm basically doing good with my life, I eat enough meals everyday, I went to uni everyday except for some lazy days which I opted to 'ponteng' class, I online everyday and still talking, breathing, pee-ing and poo-ing regularly :) 

I'm almost done with my second short semester (in my fourth semester), in which next week will be my exam week ! Yaaa, it feels like I'm having exam every month. Either mid semester or final or quizzes, wtv test you name it. But, sometimes I feel glad every time I ended my semester because it means that I'm getting close with my graduation, and then working and then havingg my own future and then furthering my postgrade studies and all, you know? I know everyone who study will always have this thought :) After that exam, I'll be having three weeks holidays in which i don't know how to spend later, but most probably I'll be busy in the gym :)

Yeah, about this gym things. I finally registered member of a fitness centre ! Where? I will tell you later about that okay? I'm going with eda too !! And hoping I can lose some fatss and kilos here and there :) I really hate myself currently, because I'm so fat and I cannot control myself :( People will have such a big embarrassment even to walk with me :( Anyway, even no one ever told me that, but I feel it. I feel offended with myself :( But, I promise to work hard this timeeeeee , pleaseeeee laylaaaa !!!

Next, what else did I missed? I mean, about my current updates? But one thing I will remind myself for sure , maybe someday sooner or later, Im going to post an entry about empathy,your expectations, my expectations, the sense of being thankful and appreciation to others and all those kind of things, maybe? Yeah, just wait and see okay :)

I think that's all for now , till my next post :)

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