Hey, i'm still awake and alive and having fun with my ipod :) I am officially, finished 50% for my Macro teaching. But, the paper will be on next Friday and Thursday pun I'm free. InsyaAllah, I'll be able to top up more before Friday. Fyi, I have 3 days off before starting my next three killer papers, English Language Teaching Materials, Sociolinguistics and Macro Teaching. Gotta study hard with a piece of paper from CLEO magazine October's issue which inspired me the most ! Well, I didn't plan to reveal anything here for the time being :) But, well thanks to Kamil :)
Anyway, I think life gets tougher as you get older and yet life still excite you,on the other hand. I'm feeling it now, with all problems coming up to me now and the needs of my time and energy to put on as an investment for my future.. I feel so restless ! Especially in mind. But yeah, I am happy for everything that I have now. At this very moment, I am happy because I have a very good relationship with my family, both of my parents are happy with me and what am I doing now, they're healthy (InsyaAllah), my siblings all sihat sihat belaka, and even me sihat. Jawab exam without any health problems, Alhamdulillah. Once, I read somewhere which I can't recall, a family with a good health is Allah greatest gift and I believe in that. Not only that kind of gift from Allah, I'm also happy and grateful that through ups and downs kamil still stands beside me, supporting me and never get tired to make me smile, I couldn't be more than grateful now. We have been together for 56 months, I couldn't imagine how much we've grow our relationship from day 1. A very unpredicted yet fun 'moments' we have. Time flies so fast, right?
And, seeing kamil and I nowadays? It's not only a lovey-dovey relationship we both have. Kamil is one best friend which I can't lose. He is the machine of my laugh-lines :) There's no complete sentences to explain actually. But, all I can say is, he inspired me, he gave me all the love he has, he is the person who will think of my happiness, sadness and study and my health and all ! ! Thanks sayang :)
With, not less than a year I'm going to finish my studies here, and I will definitely go work. I am no-rich to directly pursue my master, but InsyaAllah with my current CGPA I will apply for some scolarship for my second degree. How can I not happy? Yeah, I'm that contented !! But doesn't mean I'm not ambitious.
Actually, my point here is... Don't give up in life. You might fall yesterday, but trust me you will stand again tomorrow and you will definitely thankful, because you have fall yesterday. You won't be stuck in a situation for a very long time, Allah is fair. He knows best :) One thing for sure, whatever sadness or happiness you get today are payment from your past. You did good things, you get happiness (or something pleasure-able). But, beware for things you have today, it will determine your place in future. You can choose now, succeed or failures in future? It lies in your hand.
Till then, good night !
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