If i have a lot of money right now...

During my recent interview with one of a well know bank in Malaysia, which stands boldly with red and green colours in which obviously, they gave us a lot of questions. Starting from written questions to oral which is presentation and tonnes of situational questions related to the position that I am applying for. One of the question I can remember is, What would you do if you have RM 1 Million with you now? Of course I answered this question carefully by not showing my real skin at all.  But, if you ask me now, then my answer would be 50% different from what I had given them on last Saturday. 

Honestly, If i have RM 1 Million right now, the first thing I would do is to settle all my debts including Mara loan, PTPTN, my debts to my sister, my brother and also from him. Secondly, I will surely give back to both of my parents at least 20k each. After i finish with these two things, I will surely bought a 4 house rooms for my family at my hometown and I will bring my three little brother go on a shopping spree to get whatever they want and put a minimum of 5k each to their saving account. Then, I will surely repay Kamil by giving him 50 % of the our wedding budget for being the most kind-est person and best friend I ever had in this world.  I don't know how much RM 1 Million would be, but I'm pretty sure with everything that I want to do above it will still be a lot left in my hands isn't it? I will later bought myself a car which is suit me just nicely maybe just a Honda Jazz Hybrid? Hahahaha :D Then i will donate to the orphanage and Masjid and open up my own restaurant or boutique. That's it. 

A simple person I am, and my dreams revolved around my family and Kamil. Maybe some of you already had all these things done, even without that RM 1 Million that I don't have it pun. But, yeahh.. i have different life. I want to be someone in my family that can give something to them and I want to be a girlfriend that Kamil can get help from. Because all this while, it's always me who asked help and kena tolong by him. I don't want to be like that anymore... This might be the right song to describe how i feel now.. 

                                          

Recently

 On my 24th Birthday 

The night of my birthday, another failure attempt to surprise me :p

Ida's Birthday, February 8th.

 Having Nasi beriani :)

I enjoyed my own nature to the fullest, and we all know that there lies happiness, although, to soothe one another mutually, we occasionally pretend to condemn such joys as selfishness.
Albert Camus 

Welcome 2012.

Hi everyone :) 

Currently, I am home with my sister enjoying our holidays together. As i mentioned earlier, I went out with Kamil today and i wassss reallyy happy with him. We laugh sooo much and jokes about everything. One most hilarious jokes kamil told me about the Garmin GPS. Because, i was joking to him earlier, I keep repeating the questions as if I've never asked before to him (i asked soo many times dah actually !). So, i was like asking him.

57 months, November.

"Sayang, your GPS is Garmin right?"

Then he answered, 

"Yes, it is. I thought you've asked before kan?"

And i smile to him first before asking him again. With the same line still in serious face : ] He then pinched me in my cheek every time I ask him again. But, I never stop because I like seeing him smile. And the only way he can counter back my jokes by making jokes out of it. So, every time he tell me stories or we talk about something he'll ended the line with GARMIN.  Soooo funnyy sayang :)

We ate like starving people, and never get tired with each other today. Not even a minute i feel enough of him and I hope he would feel the same. 

my first attempt wearing romper jumpsuit ke apa ni? Soo panjang okay, i walk like orang takde kaki. 

Today, the first time ever kamil spent more on shopping than me :p And, he bought a veryy expensive shoes. I've never bought that expensive shoes :(

Anyway, I don't wanna talk much about that. I am glad, 2011 finally comes to it's end. It's been a very tough year yet full of experience for me. I become more mature, stronger, better, yes I admit i've made mistakes and  InsyaAllah I don't want to repeat them again. This time, i did not prepare any new resolutions at all, because I am too busy maybe. But, I wish for everything to become better for this coming 2012, I want to be a better person for myself, my parents, my family, Kamil and friends. I would like to contribute something to the society and helps people helping themselves. That's it. Syukur Alhamdulillah, this whole 2011 i ended with a good relationship with my parents, and my family and friends and also Kamil. Syukur, we both still together. We've planned something for our fifth anniversary (InsyaAllah). 

Ya Allah, I pray for you to help me reach everything I've planned (the good one) and if I have planned the bad one (if any) please avoid me to do so. 

And, this is our last picture together for 2011. Hope there are many more pictures of happiness for 2012

Till then people.

Happy New Year.