Here and there

Hai everyone !

I am alone now, as everyone in my house has already started their journey to 'The Laa Laa Land'. Being penganggur (while waiting for my internship start) like me, of course I don't mind of sleeping late because i can sleep as much as I want in the morning (sampai petang pun boleh!). Anyway, my life currently so far so good. My study has come to its end, only left with three months internship before I can graduated in December,2012... In sha Allah. My health? I have endure 2 weeks of demam + selsema and coughing 2 weeks before leaving for Johor Bharu on midst June and yeah I am grateful that all the sickness and illness I've gone through dah habis. So I am literally sihat ! 

Financially, i can say so-so je, why? Because I can't stop dreaming of buying this and that. How? After i dapat one top, I baru perasan I have no nice shoes to pair with that top. And after that, takde bag pulak.. HAHAHA and the circles goes to my skincare products and I can say everything in me. Dah lah student, tak sedar diri pulak asyik nak shopping... macamane ni? Dah lah nowadays, we have a lot of blogshops online yang jual all the nicest bajus, kasut, tudung, baju kurung and whatnots.. you just have to have money in your account je and you can get anything from your bed even though you tak mandi lagi. Thepoplook and Fashionvalet are among those yang jual baju bagus bagus. So, I can say that you won't mind if your account bank kurang because you'll get something nice in return. For handbag, I can say I dah quite berjimat because sepanjang 2012 i baru beli 2 je.. hehe. Bagus kan? The reason is because Mr.BF keep on nagging me saying that I've had enough of handbags dah and keep telling me that I'm a student, i shouldn't spent much on handbags but books bla bla bla.. hehe. So, I insaf sikit lah... :D The first bag I beli from MANGO earlier this year atau end of last year for everyday use which only cost me RM100++ and the second one I bought earlier last month from Charles & Keith butttt, it was a present from Mr.Boyfriend for my internship so it is kind of a good luck present kan boyfriend? Kasut pun tak banyak dah beli now, sebab betul betul nak taubat..hehe. Just ada beli 4 pasang from Vincci and Charles & Keith for internship jugak.. hehe :D baik kan? Cumaaaaa, sekarang i sukaaa sangattt beli baju kurung atau traditional wears and tops....hehe. Every month kenaaa beli sebab mesti ada kawan kawan nak kahwin, tunang, ada majlis kat Uni and so on. So, I can say that I am financially not stable because i spent what I have.. hehe :D Student lah katakannn :D 

Relationship with him? Alhamdulillah, the 'stage' that i've talk about on my previous post went well, or beyond expectation I might say :D Kamil and I has become more stronger and more mature in our relationship. We hardly fight, like we used to and even of we do it is calmer than before. We give each other time to think and talk about it later. I think age and the point that we have known each other for quite some time is one of the factor contributing to this happiness. I am blessed and still never stop praying for Allah's blessing and hidayah.. if he is the one then, let him be the one. We have bigger plan now :) And, I must give credit to him for being able to stay during the Tsunami that i brought into his life, the drought I let him endure and everything I did. No other men can stand my craziness I guarantee. 

Family? the facts that everyone in my family are living healthily and loving each other like we have now is one of Allah's rezeki which is given to me. Dad and mom still loving each other and make jokes about each other is something I am really grateful for. Listening to my three little brother laughing on the phone also another present that I won't trade for anything else in this world... with the successful engagement of my first brother held earlier last month was also happiness to everyone in the family. And, here's the pictures of abang dot E-day which was taken in Johor..

the doorgifts

my helpers to which their kindness in helping me can't be repay.. 

nanti your majlis tunang or kahwin I'll turun padang okay?

the comel mommy, daddy and sissy :)

before heading to Seelong? see my brother's face.. full of ketakutan.. 

In the car, on our way there he told me

"Nang, sejuk nya perut ku..."

I tak layan at all :)

Two camera women, no official photographer because it is really a small-family event.

the future in laws yang sehati sejiwa.

Actually, mom's tudung (outer) was bought by me because our initial plan

was to wear all pink or pink is our theme colour. But, later on mommy said 

"No need tema temalah.. hentam sajaa !"

hence, the colorful people, thank god the hantarans was done earlier by me and my helpers :)

:)

'the future bride and groom'

The hantarans, my air tangan :) From our side Pink and Black

 and from their side is pink and white 

Settled ! 

Abang is tunang orang noww :)

It's 2;05am now, gotta sleep now. See you in m next post :)

Going Green :)

Few hours before my important presentation last Monday, he came and we had nice breakfast together. Stealing a little bit time from our busy schedule and do some photoshoot :p 

mind you, the gemuk model and amateur photographer :p

that's all kut ! Yang lain banyak yang vain vain and buruk2. 

The Girl

I wanna be that girl… The girl you can’t stop thinking about all the time. The only girl you ever want to talk to. 


The girl you talk to your friends about.


 The girl you introduce to your family.


 The girl you dream about growing old with and having a family. 


The girl that can actually put a real smile on your face and who makes you laugh until you cry. 


The girl you can be your complete self around.


 The girl you love to death and would do anything for her. 






I wanna be that girl.

Be good.

Hi People :)

It's April and I can't stop myself from telling you, how fast time flies ! Today is my mother 50th Birthday and as always I can't celebrate it with my family. I wish I could celebrate my mom's birthday, my birthday and anyone's in my family birthday together with them. But, just be patient Layla insyaAllah next year you'll be home. Even though I can't make it to join the celebration they held last night, still I managed to give my mom an advanced birthday present and I'm so thankful because my mom like it so much :D Thanks mommy, I know it is not that pretty because it is super simple and the price pun just nice for student's pocket like me. Still, you claim that you like it soo much. That's how adorable our parents are kan? Dulu masa kecil sanggup berlapar demi anak - anak (even, until now pun kan?) sekarang pulak, anak - anak bagi apa pun mesti diorang akan sukaaa... How you can't love them when they love you that much? 

On the other hand, on the 4th of April (two days more) Mr.K and I will officially reached our 5 years of anniversary. Meaning to say, it's been 5 years since we agreed to become each other's couple. Happy? Of course we are. Since, 4th of April fall on Wednesday which means working day so we just agree to celebrate it earlier. Assuming that, without any aral melintang we will still together until the 4th of April so we just celebrated it earlier, last night. We both want a simple celebration, which we can reminisce the good feeling of everything that we achieved together as a partner within this 5 years, no expensive gifts but more to memorable and meaningful gifts. With regard to the criteria mentioned,  we decided to have dinner at the first place where we were dated 5 years ago. It is a simple Malay based restaurant which is very classy because the decorations are based on kampong style. But the worse thing is at first we tak sure if the restaurant still ada atau tak because after that first date, we tak pergi sana lagi :D Then, trying our luck we drove there from Shah Alam and kebetulan pulak I was fasting (nazar, tapi bukan nazar for anniversary okay!) so we have dinner sambil I berbuka. And, thank god the restaurant still wujud and we sit there sambil borak - borak macam mana we were during our first date, pakai baju apa, makan apa and yada yada yada. And, i tell you boy... it was fun and exciting. Still, we did give each other's gifts which I might blog later. 

Then, the fun part was..... we celebrated the anniversary with Kamil's sister family. Makan satay and I'm having fun with kamil's niece yang banyak cakap. Seteleah 2 atau 3 kali melawat mereka, sekarang dah rasa biasa and welcome sangat. Bukanlah before ni tak welcome, tapi before ni macam malu malu kucing lagiii. Now, i feeel sooo muccchhh confidence to wait for May because something quite big will happened to me, InsyaAllah. And, i am beyond glad that for our 5th anniversary he wrote a letter for me telling this and that about me, him and us. Which is for sure I won't tell you here..hehe. To make it even more special is, he wrote SOMETHING REALLY SPECIAL which is something really meaningful in a life of a girl for me. Let just wish for the best of us in life...

In a nutshell, I am a happy girl so far. Alhamdulillah, Thanks ya Allah.

The end of semester

Heading towards the end of the semester, my last long semester to be exact. After that, i'll be having one week break before starting my last short semester. And, too good to be true i have only three months before leaving uni and student life :) However, before getting too excited I must get prepare with my coming final exam first. Starting on Monday, and I have not prepared anything yet :( As i said in my previous posts I've been too busssyyy this semester. Four months seem sooo cepat for me :(

Despite of having so many works to do, still i enjoyed every day of it. Anyway, I can say I am happy with my classmates currently. Everyday, i spent time with them laughing, eating, gossiping and sharing ideas. It is indeed one thing i will remember most about uni life, having good buddies laughing and fooling each other :D Just this week we had reader's theatre presentation, impromptu act, and the rest of assessments. This means, i am literally free from works but have to work on my own because of EXAM !!!

Whatever it is, even though I'm busy with my life as student still I enjoyed with the accompany that Kamil has give me. He always there to listen and support and gives me ideas. Just last night, he came and we had dinner and long chat (more to a session for complementing and praising each other by saying, how grateful i am..bla bla bla ) And, today he went to Cameron for some work purposes, and bought this for me...

And, I am sooo happy to see this. Not only this, he bought strawberries too :) Soooo happpyy seeing this :) :) Can't wait to meet him this weekend.  And i think that's the end of this boring post maybe.

Someone like you.

Have you ever think thoroughly about your future? 

Where you gonna live? With whom? What is the dream you really dream of? What is your future look alike?

For me, I don't know how my future looks alike. But yeah, I'm working on it now. And, yesterday I went out with Kamil. We were looking for some relaxing things to do before we went to Jusco to get some dinner and to buy some groceries. However, we end up at Bukit Bandaraya, Shah Alam. 

For me, It's a very nice place for living. We drive through the Nuang Hills and found few beautiful houses, which really suited our taste. Thank God, I found someone who is very family oriented, homey person and someone who like house decorations like him. Because, I am too a very big fan of decorating and cleaning. Talking about our dream house and so on. But actually, this is a continuation from the previous week where we spent one whole day at Ikea and analyzing which stuff to buy for living room, dining room and etc. It feels so real with him by my side. It's amazing I can spend 58 months with someone like Kamil, and still happy and laugh a lot. We stop on the bus station for a while and planned our dream house. HAHAHAHA :D sooooo happy andd funny. With the help of Ikea catalogue that we stole last week, it is become easier.

Hopefully, our journey will be blessed by Allah SWT and our parents. Things become easier for us. And, that will insyaAllah makes every plans we have can be achieved. Oh ya, some silly conversation between us,

L  : Sayang, what kind of girl you like ?

K : Someone who looks like you, and acted like you and response to things like you and treated me the way 

      you do and also, she's also must dress like you and wear scarf like you and sounds like you, as clever 

      as you, manja and garang at the same time like you anddd, weigh the same like you. 

L  : Oh that's gonna be very difficult, everyone is different. How can you find someone exactly like me?

K : Yeah, that's impossible. But I found everything I want in you :)

L  : Auwwww.. (*blushing)

Till my next post.

shall.

to the person who responsible to make me smile today,

I was listening to my lecture this evening when he texted me that he arrived at MSU parking. I thought he said he want to go back as soon as possible to Ipoh. Class is still going so i ask him to wait. as i enter the car, i thought he'll complain about how tired he is, but he tak.

he gave me flower for surprise, which really makes my day ;) 

thanks for the amazing weekend, awesome monday and lovable 58 months, love.

i love you.

Talking about father.

First December baru ada update kan? Almost a month, I'm not updating anything . Actually, My dad is here in KL. Having something which is work-related so we took the opportunity to meet him. We decided to ponteng one-whole-day-classes for the sake of seeing our one and only Beloved. Seriously, the excitement is different compared if you want to go out with boyfriend or friends. Just let the pictures do the talking :)

 Daddy's Girls :) Smiling happily :)

went to the gallery and managed to take few pictures

Oh ya, The mall has changed it's name to Sunway Putra Place ?

times up :'( daddy got works :'(

satisfied daughter on the right side in blue shirt :)

I put so many pictures because these are the moments that i don't want to forget in my life. As a daughter, I finally reached the stage in my life where every words parents said is making sense to me. I finally understand why they scold me, why they ask me to do this and that when I was young. 

Looking at my dad's face make me feel so grateful nowadays. I am grateful to Allah for giving me the chances of seeing them up until today. I plead to Allah SWT to give me times which i need to work on  now, to give my parents the chances of feeling at ease once I graduated and get the real job. I really wanted to do something for them (of course, everyone wanted to do the same right?) May Allah gives them good health, good vision, and everything as what they have now, as long as they need them. 

Dear Father, I thanked you for willing to do anything all this while for me and the other siblings. I am so grateful that you're my dad. You're super cool and comel, and nice and friendly and very good in teaching us on religious matter, yet having a very good sense of humor. Thanks for always giving me money to buy this and that, to get the necessary and unnecessary things i wanted. Thanks a lot ! I would never ever ever be able to repay your generosity towards me and the other siblings. Thanks for willing to sacrifice your needs because of us... Thanks a lot. 

And, most of all.. Thanks Allah for giving me the chances to feel loved by a great parents of mine. I am such a proud daughter.

Idea of gift?

After 56 months been together, this is the first time I gave him a CD consist of songs which remind me of him, trying hard to be romantic..yes I am !

13 Songs, which two of them I can't even recall the title because im in a rush :)

A special cover of the CD, when you open it.. it is actually a card !!!

and, that makes our love even more stronger.. InsyaAllah ;)

54 months, still the same hands.

Holding hands may seem like an innocent gesture, but they show more than a simple interlocking of fingers. Your hands are one of the most essential parts of your body: you build with them, feed with them, hold with them, touch with them, fight with them; they are the tools of the human body. To take a hold of another’s hand is to break from living individually. It is to link yourself to another being, to momentarily entwine your life with another’s, to promise, for a moment, that you need not face the world alone. More simple, more aesthetically naive than other forms of affection, i.e kissing, hugging, sexing, the act of holding hands is often trivialized in its true implications.

As the Beatles once said: ”All I want to do is hold your hand.”

and i miss him

A person with whom you have an immediate connection the moment you meet -- a connection so strong that you are drawn to them in a way you have never experienced before. As this connection develops over time, you experience a love so deep, strong and complex, that you begin to doubt that you have ever truly loved anyone prior. Your soulmate understands and connects with you in every way and on every level, which brings a sense of peace, calmness and happiness when you are around them. And when you are not around them, you are all that much more aware of the harshness of life, and how bonding with another person in this way is the most significant and satisfying thing you will experience in your lifetime. You are also all that much aware of the beauty in life, because you have been given a great gift and will always be thankful.

The 26th Birthday

I know i am such a bad girlfriend in this world.

I can't make surprise as good as he did to me, before.

I don't do romantic things like giving expensive presents and all..

But,

Whatever it is, I love you Sayang... 

For, i cannot bought a Ferrari for you :P

Happy 26th Birthday Love, May your life be blessed by Allah SWT and all your mission and vision in life reach you. May you become a better person for tomorrow, May all the kindness you gave me and people around you rewarded By Allah SWT. May everything you face off in the upcoming days, months, years (InsyaAllah) helps you to be a better person.

I am beyond happy to be able to celebrate it with you, with you and me only and whatever we have with full of love. Thanks for Allah :)

You're 26 now, can I call you 'Bby yang wangi' lagi ?

Surely, i will !!!