Be good.

Hi People :)

It's April and I can't stop myself from telling you, how fast time flies ! Today is my mother 50th Birthday and as always I can't celebrate it with my family. I wish I could celebrate my mom's birthday, my birthday and anyone's in my family birthday together with them. But, just be patient Layla insyaAllah next year you'll be home. Even though I can't make it to join the celebration they held last night, still I managed to give my mom an advanced birthday present and I'm so thankful because my mom like it so much :D Thanks mommy, I know it is not that pretty because it is super simple and the price pun just nice for student's pocket like me. Still, you claim that you like it soo much. That's how adorable our parents are kan? Dulu masa kecil sanggup berlapar demi anak - anak (even, until now pun kan?) sekarang pulak, anak - anak bagi apa pun mesti diorang akan sukaaa... How you can't love them when they love you that much? 

On the other hand, on the 4th of April (two days more) Mr.K and I will officially reached our 5 years of anniversary. Meaning to say, it's been 5 years since we agreed to become each other's couple. Happy? Of course we are. Since, 4th of April fall on Wednesday which means working day so we just agree to celebrate it earlier. Assuming that, without any aral melintang we will still together until the 4th of April so we just celebrated it earlier, last night. We both want a simple celebration, which we can reminisce the good feeling of everything that we achieved together as a partner within this 5 years, no expensive gifts but more to memorable and meaningful gifts. With regard to the criteria mentioned,  we decided to have dinner at the first place where we were dated 5 years ago. It is a simple Malay based restaurant which is very classy because the decorations are based on kampong style. But the worse thing is at first we tak sure if the restaurant still ada atau tak because after that first date, we tak pergi sana lagi :D Then, trying our luck we drove there from Shah Alam and kebetulan pulak I was fasting (nazar, tapi bukan nazar for anniversary okay!) so we have dinner sambil I berbuka. And, thank god the restaurant still wujud and we sit there sambil borak - borak macam mana we were during our first date, pakai baju apa, makan apa and yada yada yada. And, i tell you boy... it was fun and exciting. Still, we did give each other's gifts which I might blog later. 

Then, the fun part was..... we celebrated the anniversary with Kamil's sister family. Makan satay and I'm having fun with kamil's niece yang banyak cakap. Seteleah 2 atau 3 kali melawat mereka, sekarang dah rasa biasa and welcome sangat. Bukanlah before ni tak welcome, tapi before ni macam malu malu kucing lagiii. Now, i feeel sooo muccchhh confidence to wait for May because something quite big will happened to me, InsyaAllah. And, i am beyond glad that for our 5th anniversary he wrote a letter for me telling this and that about me, him and us. Which is for sure I won't tell you here..hehe. To make it even more special is, he wrote SOMETHING REALLY SPECIAL which is something really meaningful in a life of a girl for me. Let just wish for the best of us in life...

In a nutshell, I am a happy girl so far. Alhamdulillah, Thanks ya Allah.

Awesome Wednesday

Melayan nafsu atau trend?

dua bungkus popcorn melayang rm50, tapi puas hati :)

sedap hingga menjilat jari.

The small pack is Caramel-Almond and the medium pack is Caramel only.

Planning on trying the plain and the cheese one. And, I went to Candylicious the other day,

 My godd , even though I don't like sugar and sweets that much, but looking at all the stuffs there really makes me want to buy everything !! HAHAHA, thank god I am still rational and 

bought only one lollipop for Kamil's dearie niece, Kaisara. 

and, I left you with my vain pose before entering the exam hall :p

Individualistic

In a dark room, silence. The sounds from the fan helping me not to feel scared at all...

Yeah, this is a different world from the one you've traveled before. But, yet as much as the old one gives you experience, this one also have its own. 

In the world where people being so individualistic, you don't have to be afraid nor you should give up your values. Let them be. Simple as that, if once you've told them to respect each other and they refused, let them be. When my angry comes, i changed it to democratic words, but when you're angry you turned it to a word of rudeness. When my stuff become ours, my money become our share.. but when your money it's all yours.... 

It is the world of individualistic, senseless, loveless and less-humanity....

it is sad, but true.

Till then

Be Strong

be strong :)

aku tak buat macam tu kat orang lain, kenapa orang lain buat macam tu kat aku?

kadang-kadang,

kita diuji dengan kerenah manusia.

kita bertanya diri,

“Aku tak pernah buat pada orang lain macam tu, kenapa orang buat kat aku macam ni? …. “

“Aku tak buat kat orang, kenapa orang buat jahat kat aku? “

Itulah sebenarnya ujian dan tarbiah.

Ujian NYA ialah masihkah kita mampu bersabar dan berbuat baik, walaupun kita tak mendapat kebaikkan juga?

Tarbiah NYA ialah, supaya kita jangan buat pada orang lain,

apa yang kita tak suka kalau orang lain buat pada kita.

dahsyat tak?

diuji, dan dapat pahala, sekali dengan pakej ‘pengajaran’ yang tidak diajar dimana-mana.

disaat orang lain buat jahat pada kita,

mampukah kita terus berbuat baik pada orang?

^_^

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Social Suicide

Hello and Hows everyone doing?

It's 1:34 am on the 17th.April, I'm on my PMS right now and wish i could throw it away like a rubbish, sadly I can't ! I went to Empire today with Eda for something in my hand in the picture. Anyway, I'm gonna finish my last meal before i went to bed, my milo :) And, I need to talk with kamil now :)


MY WISH FOR YOU IS THAT THIS LIFE BECOMES ALL THAT YOU WANT IT TO. YOUR DREAMS STAY BIG, AND YOUR WORRIES STAY SMALL. YOU NEVER NEED TO CARRY MORE THAN YOU CAN HOLD AND WHILE YOU’RE OUT THERE GETTING WHERE YOU’RE GETTING TO, I HOPE YOU KNOW SOMEBODY LOVES YOU AND WANTS THE SAME THINGS TOO. YEAH, THIS IS MY WISH :P

come as you are :)

I decide to re-read Dear John today, while having my white coffee on my couch alone. It's a great novel don't you think so?  Anyway, just wanted to write a few things without any pictures. Maybe because I'm bit free. Assignments done, project's papers almost done and my coming project (with classmate) almost done. 

Well today, I realized something... You know, dulu when people said " you have nothing to lose when you do/did good things to people, even if they didn't responds you in a positive ways" I always have this kind of disagreement  in my heart. For me, why should I bother of doing good to people who treat me macam sampah kan? But, when I understand that, by doing bad things in your mind, heart and your thoughts they will only make you feel not good. You started to hate, to talk bad about other people and even to the extent of doing something bad like, making other's life miserable, perhaps? 

Then only , I learn to ignore, turn-my-head-away and just don't give a damn at all when people badmouthing about me, do bad things to me, and whatever :) Because, I can see it clearly.. people who have bad intentions won't go anyway. They will end up proving their keburukan while trying to tell others about the person he/she hates.  I have had enough with people yang asyik cakap this and that about my life, my family, my studies and even my boyfriend...like seriously. Dulu, masa first time kena dengan orang yang busuk hati ni, I feel sooooo damn sad ! I feel like dying, yeah because she was one of my closest friend back that time. But, syukur Alhamdulillah.. Kamil was there and never stop telling me everything (not the things i want to hear, but the things i should know !) and it made me realize of why should I respond to their bad intentions with my own versions of bad intentions jugak kan? I will feel sinful when I did bad things, aren't I?  Beside, my parents ajaran pun tak pernah suruh my siblings and I buat jahat kan? So, when people I love told me this why shouldn't i follow kan? Daripada I sibuk sakitkan hati I sendiri layan karenah orang yang tak pernah puas hati ni lagi penat kan?

However, when I rebound and tak layan all the things.. I started realized a veryyy positive impacts (to myself especially) I feel happier and more relax :P I mean, you can talk whatever you don't like about me behind my back and exaggerating stories about me just gooo aheaddd !! Because, 

Firstly, my back is not my voicemail so I cannot receive anything. Can you at least show your balls and say it to my face? 

Secondly, I know the only reason why you always talking about me because, you can't stop dreaming living my awesome life, dontchu? 

Thirdly, you will only trying to bring me down, because I am 1000% suree I am above youuu :) 

And, the rest you can list as you pleased. Oh ya, besideee I am soo glad that even though you, and you and you are trying to do soo much to make my life miserable.. you're just failed you know? Have you enter lecture hall and more than 5 persons keeping a place for you to sit next to them? While in fact, you didn't asked them in the first place to do so? And then, have you ever feel the moment when you don't have to explain yourself to your friends and she just get you are not wrong at all? Have you had the experience of having bestfriends who stay by your side through your ups and downs and still comfort you for everything you had? Have you had the boyfriend who loves you unconditionally and be there for you when people did soo much bad things for you? I am proudly say it now , that I am having this kind of situations now and then. 

Yeah, I am very happy currently. Even if I don't live luxuriously and whatnot (s) but I am happy :) 

and i know I am not losing anything. 

it's hard to get a good friend

Recently, I've been closed to one of my course mate, she is S.askia (through few incidents and college things). She is a mix blood girl. Her father is from Holland and the mom, from Terengganu. She is pretty and really kind hearted :D and yet fun to be with. I cannot stop laughing when I hangout with her. But, it got me into surprise when she gave me something when she got home from Australia, during semester break.

He gave me a Lip Smacker and a very sweet hand made card :D. You know ladies, after a series of friendship problems, I've always been afraid of being close to anyone but, I'm hoping this time around we can be friend even after I finished Uni life.

Oh, I really like the smell of the Lip Smacker :)

on real life

So, basically it's been a while since I last posted about what happened on my life currently, right? I don't know, maybe I'm losing my appetite with my own blog or losing sense of belonging here? Whatever it is, all I can say is I'm basically doing good with my life, I eat enough meals everyday, I went to uni everyday except for some lazy days which I opted to 'ponteng' class, I online everyday and still talking, breathing, pee-ing and poo-ing regularly :) 

I'm almost done with my second short semester (in my fourth semester), in which next week will be my exam week ! Yaaa, it feels like I'm having exam every month. Either mid semester or final or quizzes, wtv test you name it. But, sometimes I feel glad every time I ended my semester because it means that I'm getting close with my graduation, and then working and then havingg my own future and then furthering my postgrade studies and all, you know? I know everyone who study will always have this thought :) After that exam, I'll be having three weeks holidays in which i don't know how to spend later, but most probably I'll be busy in the gym :)

Yeah, about this gym things. I finally registered member of a fitness centre ! Where? I will tell you later about that okay? I'm going with eda too !! And hoping I can lose some fatss and kilos here and there :) I really hate myself currently, because I'm so fat and I cannot control myself :( People will have such a big embarrassment even to walk with me :( Anyway, even no one ever told me that, but I feel it. I feel offended with myself :( But, I promise to work hard this timeeeeee , pleaseeeee laylaaaa !!!

Next, what else did I missed? I mean, about my current updates? But one thing I will remind myself for sure , maybe someday sooner or later, Im going to post an entry about empathy,your expectations, my expectations, the sense of being thankful and appreciation to others and all those kind of things, maybe? Yeah, just wait and see okay :)

I think that's all for now , till my next post :)

nll

sometimes the girl who's always there for everyone else needs someone to be there for her too.

you never realize that, don't you?

Your hate ain't gonna let me down.

Few days back, there's issue about me and my boyfriend that we never knew others (people we don't close to) , quite busy discussing it. Irony, we give no care to them, and they really care about us and this causes few incident and a gallon of tears from me. And, to make everything become just right, he just say few things like ;

(1) They never knew us baby, they can keep on talking for how long they want. But the truth, let us just knew it. When I am having problems with this and that, you are the only one there for me. And, so do I want to do the same thing for you, but they just so stupid to care too much about you and me.

(2) You cannot cry Sayang, you know right a princess doesn't always cry.. isn't it?

(3) So, you are so glamour in college huh baby? That's why I get soo many 'animal' , 'actresses', 'cute babies' and few 'sexy girl' request in FB? HAHAHAHA :)

(4) and few mores sarcasm yet funny to me that I believe, this 'rain' im having won't last.

not only boyfriend, but few friends like ida, lydia , huda and saskia did something (literally) , that makes me feel better. Thank you dearies :) 

Yeah, if somebody happened to read my blog during your bad times, trust me this shit 'rain' ain't gonna last :) 

Never degrade another man in order to upgrade yourself. Hate depreciates your value, not theirs.

Structure of English

Good Morning :)


It's 05:47 am, i'm having exam (last paper) at 2.30 PM todayy !! Can't waitt to finish everything, but this is the toughest subject for this semester with 4 credit hours.


Wish me luck :)

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Doa Seorang Kekasih

Doa Seorang Kekasih

by InTeam

Oh Tuhan, seandainya telah Kau catatkan 
Dia milikku, tercipta untuk diriku 
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku 
Titipkanlah kebahagiaan

Ya Allah, ku mohon 
Apa yang telah Kau takdirkan 
Ku harap dia adalah yang terbaik buatku 
Kerana Engkau tahu segala isi hatiku 
Pelihara daku dari kemurkaanMu

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pemurah 
Beri kekuatan jua harapan 
Membina diri yang lesu tak bermaya 
Semaikan setulus kasih di jiwa

Ku pasrah kepadaMu 
Kurniakanlah aku 
Pasangan yang beriman 
Bisa menemani aku 
Supaya ku dan dia 
Dapat melayar bahtera 
Ke muara cinta yang Engkau redhai

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pengasih 
Engkau sahaja pemeliharaku 
Dengarkan rintihan hambaMu ini 
Jangan Engkau biarkan ku sendiri

Agarku bisa bahagia 
Walau tanpa bersamanya 
Gantikanlah yang hilang 
Tumbuhkan yang telah patah 
Ku inginkan bahagia 
Di dunia dan akhirat 
PadaMu Tuhan ku mohon segala

*self-contemplating*

don't know why?

I am living in a crowded place,

Standing here, I heard a chaotic sound.

Yeah, there are lot of people here, but I feel empty..

I don't know why?

I stood contemplating myself, in front of the mirror.

I had smile, but I am not happy.

I don't know why?

I wore good clothes and nice accessories,

People flattered the way I dress up, I thank them and get happy.

But I am not "that" happy.

I don't know why?

Boyfriend and I talking on the phone like usual,

he promised to give me a present once he came here, end of this month

and brought me to shopping new handbag and shoes,

But, I wasn't 'that' happy.

I don't know why?

I lost in my own world and crying deep down in my heart,

because, I feel so scared of this world.

the 'hate' they have, the 'big love' we have that make us forget and forgive,

the 'grudge' everyone has, could destroy a big skyscraper building,

and, what about the 'selfish-ness' that we have?

It could kill ourself, slowly.

Decaying the root that we've planted long time ago.

We did not realize, because we are human.

Imperfect, but trying so hard to deny the fact.

I feel empty, lost and sad.

Because life is too difficult,for a small girl like me.

almost 23 :)

hi dunia :)

Dah lama tak tulis (more to type) dalam blog ni. Dah lama jugak tak main facebook dengan rakusnye :) I think i'm getting bored with facebook, more each day. Most people judge others through their FB and i don't think it seems right. We have real life, why don't see he/she face to face and try to understand them in real life? Apatah lagi bila dalam facebook tu ada ramai cousins and aunties and siblings and whatnot(s). It ain't fun nemore. That's why imma stop uploading pictures (which I've been doing since last half yearr) and try not to say anything in others' walls or my own. 

Well, i supposedly have no time to play currently, this is my mid-sem examination's week. I have five papers this time, and will start on 10th and the last paper would be on 14th.January. Oh, end of examination Kamil will came here for his TM course. Which literally means, we can steal some of his time for dating :) 

On the other hand, I have 18days left as 22's girl before I have to entered 23's women life. If you asked me what I need for this birthday, my answer would be I don't know. Because, seriously I don't know. All i know is, i don't need birthday celebration anymore. I want a changed maybe? I figured it out later, and maybe i will come out with few birthday's wishlists. Maybe.

Till then, this is all a very random stuffs and things on me, currently :) 

I have almost the same cuff like above. Never knew that blue and Gold could make a very good combination. Tadi dah beli toga dress warna biru and skirt labuh, ala2 high waisted :)

gonna try this out !

Reminder to those who read it :)

JANGAN KHIANATI CINTA.

Saya akui, kebanyakan wanita diluar sana selalu saja mengeluh dan menghela nafas kerisauan tentang cinta. Pernahkah kita terfikir betapa indahnya cinta itu apabila kita menghayatinya dan melaksanakannya penuh jujur. Namun sebaliknya yang berlaku kerana cinta sering dikhianati. Jika kita cinta maka haruslah jujur dengan hati. Di hati mengatakan cinta, namun di mulut mengatakan sebaliknya. Akhirnya, anda-lah yang merasakan betapa seksanya tubuh dan hati tentang hipokrasi perasaan yang anda sendiri ciptakan. Bagaimana harus jujur? Katakan saja anda cinta. Meluah adalah lebih baik daripada menahannya untuk terseksa bertahun.

Bagaimana pula melahirkan sesuatu perasaan ke situasi yang realiti? Dan bagaimana pula membuktikannya? Sudah tentu jawapannya, anda sanggup melakukan apa saja demi cinta anda kepada si dia. Perbuatan anda seiring dengan perasaan cinta yang lahir dari hati yang jujur. Anda sanggup memberi ruang dan masa yang lebih kepada si dia. Itulah terjemahan perasaan cinta anda melalui perbuatan atau kelakuan.

Apa yang pasti, apabila kita mencintai Allah SWT sudah tentu kita tahu apa yang dikehendaki-NYA dan kita mengerti apa kemurkaan-NYA. Mencintai Allah SWT ada caranya, bukan hanya dengan berpuitis. Mari kita renungkan ingatan dari Allah SWT ini;

“Katakanlah: Jika sesungguhnya kamu itu mencintai Allah maka ikutlah aku, nescaya kamu juga akan dikasihi oleh Allah, dan akan diampun-Nya kesalahanmu. Dan Allah itu Tuhan yang Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang” (Aal Imraan 3: 31)

Jika cintakan Allah, contohilah Rasulullah SAW. Semoga kita menyibukkan diri dengan belajar, berdakwah dan memberi peringatan bersama membela agama demi cinta kita kepada Allah SWT dan Rasul-NYA. Jangan sesekali mengkhianati cinta dan belajarlah mencintai walaupun kadang-kadang pernah lalai. Pernah lalai itu adalah kebiasaan manusia yang sememangnya selalu saja terlupa namun bukan kebiasaan jika tidak mahu berubah dan bertaubat walau sesekali. Mudah-mudahan kita tergolong dalam manusia yang sentiasa saja bertaubat dan berusaha ke arah menggapai cinta karamah yang didambakan setiap hamba Allah SWT. Betapa banyak ujian untuk menggapainya, namun segala-galanya bukan mustahil untuk berusaha bukan hanya kerana petah berpuitis  Hanya jiwa tulus dan suci yang dapat menilai nawaitu diri yang sebenar untuk mencapai keredhaan yang di idam-idamkan (selamat mencari kecintaan yang didamba  )

JODOH ADALAH KESABARAN DAN KEAJAIBAN.

Setiap manusia sudah ditetapkan takdir yakni qada’ dan qadar masing-masing melalui ketetapan Allah SWT sejak azali lagi. Sebagai contoh, sebelum kejadian alam semesta, Allah menetapkan gas atau asap akan memenuhi angkasa raya di ikuti dengan kejadian bintang-bintang dan planet-planet dan itulah sebenarnya yang telah berlaku tanpa dapat dihalangi. Sebagai contoh lagi, Allah SWT telah menetapkan kaum wanita yang akan mengandung dan melahirkan anak dan bukannya kaum lelaki dan ini juga tidak dapat di ubah. Allah juga menetapkan setiap yang hidup pasti merasai mati dan tidak ada seorang pun dapat mengubahnya hatta pakar perubatan sekalipun. Ini adalah sebahagian dari ketetapan qada’ dan qadar.

Tahukah anda, apabila hati selalu sudah mendampingi Tuhan, selalu berbicara dengan-NYA (yakni berdoa), selalu saja mendahulukan DIA dalam segenap perkara yang dilakukan, nescaya suatu pemberian yang tiada pada orang lain akan dianugerahkan kepada anda; iaitu firasat hati. Maksudnya di sini, kita memberi sepenuh jiwa raga pada Tuhan maka Tuhan juga memberi. Jika kita mencintai-NYA, DIA juga pasti mencintai kita. Apabila kita laksanakan apa yang disuruh dan meninggalkan apa yang ditegah pasti DIA membalasnya jua. Dan persoalannya di sini;

Bagaimana pula tentang jodoh?

Kebiasaannya, dalam urusan mencari jodoh atau mencari pasangan ini kebanyakan orang terlalu berhati-hati. Harus teliti dalam mencari, merencana, menyelidik dan proses memilih pula. Ini kerana mencari pasangan adalah bukan seperti mencari kasut yang hendak dipakai beberapa bulan akan tetapi ini adalah mencari pasangan dan peneman sepanjang kehidupan kita dan bukanlah apabila ia rosak harus buang dan ganti yang baru sesuka hati. Kerana dialah pasangan kita sampai ke syurga dan mungkin dialah juga yang menunggu di pintu syurga kelak. Dialah satu-satunya teman kita bermula dari dunia (pandang pertama) sehingga ke alam syurga, alangkah indahnya!

Adapun wahai pembaca budiman, ingin saya kongsikan beberapa perkara. Dalam proses mencari jodoh, jiwa harus bersedia dalam menghadapi sesuatu yang sesuai dengan keinginan kita dan juga bersedia menghadapi jika sesuatu yang tidak sesuai dengan keinginan kita. Apabila dalam proses mencari pasangan, berlapang dada adalah sangat penting kerana tidak semua keinginan kita sesuai dalam kehidupan kita.

“Mungkin apa yang kamu sukai itu tidak baik bagi kamu, dan apa yang kamu benci itu terbaik untuk kamu, ALLAH lebih mengetahui sedangkan kamu (wahai manusia) tidak mengetahui (baik dan buruknya).” Surah al-Baqarah.

Tugas kita hanya dua. Meluruskan niat dan menyempurnakan ikhtiar. Yang terbaik hanyalah ALLAH YANG MAHA TAHU. Punya keinginan adalah yang baik, tetapi kalau kita merasa tahu atas yang terbaik itu bukan sikap orang yang beriman. Menyandang status ‘Andartu’ atau ‘Bujang Terlajak @ Lapok’ bukanlah satu kesalahan besar akan tetapi mereka yang menggelarkannya mungkin terlupa qada’ dan qadar Tuhan yang sudah pun kita maklum sebenarnya. Setiap apa yang berlaku pada diri kita adalah dengan izin Allah SWT barulah ianya akan berlaku tetapi harus ingat, selepas kita berdoa yakni mendampingi Allah SWT, meminta kepada-NYA dan berusaha selaras dengan niat. Jangan pernah lupa itu!

JANGAN MENYUKARKAN DIRI.

Sikap terlalu berhati-hati dalam mencari pasangan juga ada sulitnya dalam jalan menemui pengakhirannya. Takut-takut apa yang dihajati, berciciran bak daun kering yang sudah layu dek terlalu lama ‘bertahan’ kerana malu hendak meluah dan mengatakan yang sebenarnya apa tersirat di dalam hati. Hati mengatakan ‘YA’ tetapi masih bermain tarik-tali dan akhirnya terputus begitu saja dengan sia-sia. Usaha mencari pasangan harus perlu meluah dengan jujur dan jangan ‘bertidak-tidak’ walhal perasaan sudah pun jelas menyintai dirinya. Sehingga ke saat ‘kritikal’ dan jiwa memberontak pun masih lagi ‘bertidak-tidak’ maka tinggallah diri terseksa dan menanggung perasaan kecewa berseorangan menanggung cinta tidak kesampaian. Sedangkan jika hasrat murni itu tadi jika awal-awal disampaikan kemudian ditunaikan, akan dapat menutup sebahagian daripada pintu-pintu dosa. Dengan itu, tidaklah terjadi ‘syok sendiri’ atau SS 

Kalaupun si dia bukan jodoh; (kerana dia menolak lamaran anda) namun apabila anda sudah meluah dan menyampaikan hasrat murni anda, sekurang-kurangnya anda tahu dan boleh membuat keputusan selanjutnya; membuang si dia terus dari hati anda daripada duduk sahaja menanti jodoh yang belum pasti kerana bersikap ‘malu-malu’ dan ‘tidak-tidak’ itu tadi. Apabila ini berlaku, kita tahu bahawa pasti ada seseorang yang lebih baik dan sesuai dengan keinginan kita yang Allah telah tetapkan. Maka harus teruskan berdoa dan berusaha selaras dengan niat kita. Ini membuatkan kita lebih dekat dengan Allah dan lebih berserah kepada-NYA. Bukankah, jodoh ini adalah kesabaran dan keajaiban? Apabila anda bersabar dan langsung berdoa tidak putus pada Allah SWT dan terus berusaha ke arah itu, insha Allah pasti berlaku keajaiban yang menggembirakan. Si dia pasti bertemu anda di saat waktu yang tepat!

ISTIKHARAH.

Mukmin yang sejati adalah bergantung sepenuhnya kepada Allah SWT. DIA-lah Pendahulu dan Pengakhiran. Kita mendahulukan-NYA (dengan berdoa kepada-NYA) dan mengakhirkannya dengan tawakkal.  Dan bersyukur selepas memperolehinya. Inilah ISLAM yang terlalu cantik dan indah! Apa jua situasi kita diberi ganjaran jika bergantung dan berserah segala-galanya kepada Allah SWT. Begitu juga soal jodoh, ianya lebih-lebih lagi meminta petunjuk daripada Allah kerana mencari pasangan bukanlah perkara yang remeh-temeh.

Dalam Islam, memohon petunjuk melalui solat di sebut sebagai solat istikharah. Para ulama tidak kira di dalam perkara yang kecil mereka akan mengamalkan solat ini, agar petunjuk sentiasa berada bersama mereka. Apatah lagi jika ia berkaitan dengan perkara yang besar seperti mencari dan memilih teman hidup. Jawapan yang anda bakal perolehi adalah jawapan yang terbaik, secara langsung daripada Tuhan; jawapan yang diilhamkan itu tidak sama seperti perencanaan kita, ia tetap terbaik kerana itu adalah hasil rencana Tuhan.

Oleh kerana itu, istikharah adalah cara terbaik memohon segala petunjuk.

Copy from A Thousand Words

because when you said so

She’s the type of girl that will argue for hours, even when she’s wrong. She’s the type of girl that will forgive you no matter how much you hurt her. She’s the type of girl that will try to impress you as much as she can. She’s the type of girl that goes through the most pain, but hides it all with a smile. She’s the type of girl who is willing to try.




nll, xoxo :)

soalan

Kalau baca mana - mana blog, semua org akan ada satu (atau lebih) entry pasal cinta. Yeah, sana sini cinta kan ? Tadi beratur dekat kaunter KFC, toleh kiri kanan. Semua org ada pasangan masing - masing. Suami, Isteri, Boyfriend, Girlfriend, Anak (yg sudah berkahwin) . Tiba - tiba (dlm tempoh yg sekejap beratur kat kaunter KFC tu) terdetik soalan pada diri sendiri. 

"Betulkah mereka betul - betul cinta?" 

Yaa, mungkin mereka dah berkahwin. Berjanji sumpah setia apa semua.. tapi betul kah mereka berada di situasi tersebut atas dasar cinta ? 

Yeah, soal diri sendiri jugak sebenarnya ? 

Thisis soo random

Ten things you want:

- Get my bachelor in TESL asap 

- A 'stable' bank account

- A successful relationship.

- A car, HONDA JAZZ would be enough 

- Marriage?

- New notebook

- Iphone 4G

- My own Boutique

- A nice house for me and my family 

- Happines :)

Nine artists you love:

I don't love singer or actresses and actors. It just THAT :) Listening their song and enjoy, watching their movie and get lesson or criticize. 

Eight things you do everyday:

- Text and call My man :)
-  Bathe
-  Eat
-  Online
-  Sleep
- Talk
-  pee & poo
- Thinking

Seven things you enjoy:

- Shopping for new handbags and shoes
- Mix matching my clothes with handbag, shoes and shawls?
- Dating with BF
- Travelling and jalan - jalan :)
- Baskin Robbins 
- Talking with family on the phone and makes jokes :)
- Kids 

Six favorites:

Food: Tomyam, Char Kuey Tiow, Seafood andddd fastfood (sum up everything right?)

Perfume: Paul Smith, Pacco Rabbane Black Rose, Kenzo , Body Shop Japanese Cherry Blossom, Body Shop VELIQUE , adidas, echanteur paris (daily!)

Phone: My nokia E-63 (Given by him on my 21st birthdayyy)

Book: The time traveler's wife and Where Rainbow Ends :)  

Website: Still enjoying FB and blogshop and reading some cool TUMBLR :)

Designer Handbag: CHANEL ?

Five this or thats:

Hugs or Kisses: Both especially from him :)

Punching or Kicking: Punching

Good boy or Bad boy: Definitely GOOD BOY 

Summer or Winter: Summer 

To be buff or smart: Smarrt 

Four smells you enjoy: (1) My sleep time lotion (2) His smell while sleepinggg (3) His smell while he on the go with his perfume (4) will think of that, later ~

Three places you want to go:

- Greece, Athens to be exact

- London 

- Italy

Two favourite holidays:

- I like our Malacca and Langkawi trip back on 2008 and 2009 

Person you’d marry:

Him, InsyaAllah :)

Can you fill this out without lying? InsyaAllah

What’s the last thing you put in your mouth? Lychee

Where was your default picture taken? Bukit Tinggi , Pahang

Last person you rode in a car with under the age of 20? Never had any exp

Can you play guitar hero? I don't know a code :(

How late did you stay up last night and why? 3am, watching Chaki the Child Play 

If you could move somewhere else, would you? can't think of yet

Ever been kissed under fireworks? Never

Which of your friends lives closest to you? Eda 

Do you like calling or texting better? Texting, if I have to attend to other friends or guest :) And calling, during midnight :)

How do you feel about Diet Dr Pepper? should i feel what?

When was the last time you cried really hard? Just now, 2 am - 2.29 am :(

Where is your biological father right now? At home, sleeping :)

Where are you at right now? My room, in Shah Alam

What bed did you sleep in last night? Mine, tilam onlyy

What was the last thing someone bought for you? Can't recall, which one is the last one ?

Who took your profile picture? Self - timer

Who was the last person you took a picture of? Wan Mohd kamil

Was yesterday better than today? Sorta 

Can you live a day without TV? No :)

Are you mad about anything?  Quiet dissatisfy with him, tonight 

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it? I dnt know and I wish I know :)

When was the last time you were extremely disappointed? Yeah, few hours ago

Are you a bad influence? Not at all. I am a sinner, but I will make sure won't do that reall public okay 

Night out or night in? Mostly, night in :) Sometimes, i need night out.. yeah adullttt !!

What items could you not go without during the day? My spectacles and handphone and my notebook 

Would you share a drink with a stranger? Stranger? Definitely NO 

Who was the last person you visited in the hospital? Can't recall, maybe the last time I went to hospital somewhere in 2008 kot

Do you think its right for straight guys to get their tongue pierced? NO

How do you feel about your life right now? Challenging and ______ (you complete)

Wanna have kids before you’re 30? Yeah, definitely yess. I plan to stop delivering during 32 of my age.

Name something you have to do tomorrow? Posting out tudung(s) to be sold and movie-ing with eda :)

Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back? Side

Do you think too much or too little? Too much.

Do you get 8 hours of sleep everyday? Not everyday. Recently 4-5 hrs onlyyy

Have you ever crawled through a window? during kids

Do you like yourself? Sometimes. When I realized Im doing good in carrying out my outfit or study and relationship

Have you ever dyed your hair? Yeahh, sooo 90's

Are you an emotional person? Hahahahahahahahahahaha should ask what? 

What’s something that can always make you feel better? Kamil and Money :) And familyy 

What do you want right now? About to post this entry and going sleep

Have you ever worn the opposite sex’s clothing? Yeaahhh :)