My goddd !!! Bosan nye cuti semester ni. I feel like a real stupid, every time I woke up in the morning. Thinking how should I spent my next 24 hours by doing nothing. But, at least I ada kawan yg setia nak temankan I buat apa je and makan apa je..hehehe :) Memang cuti kali ni, mengembangkan badan je lah keje kiteorang. Makan, borak - borak , online, tgk tv (paling kurang buat) , and tgk movie kat laptop :) Yelah, dua - dua org pun BF jauh so xde nye nak dating - dating selalu ke apa. Whatttodo kan ? Patient is virtue kate org, rileks sudah :) 

Well, as in my previous post I have a big war with kamil and its brought us from Saturday to Wednesday to settled-up everything. Hahaha.. Actually,  it kinda simple thing je at the very beginning. But you know when two person stay in a long-distance (or normal) relationship and gaduh, obviously we dragged on things not-related to our reasons of fighting at the very beginning, too much :) Yeah, it just like that kan ? Kite gaduh pasal A je, tapi kite nak settlekan tu through handphone lak, memang sampai ke Z lah jawab nye. That's why la, i am trying my best not to get hurt or jealous or whatever (negative feelings) easily, so that i tk de nak degil - degil marah - marah. Yeah, I admit that I have biggest insecurities in my relationship, it is not because I've ever caught him cheating behind me with other women before ( syukur ) , it just that I am a real women who fall in love with him, like I want no one else, but him :) 

Apa pun, now things settled already. How ? He sent me a present on wednesday, all the way from IPOH :) It's a novel and a sorry card :) I don't know whether he read my blog during our war or not, but the sweetest part is the card. Kat dlm kad tu ada sedia tertulis, Please forgive me, and followed by few sentences of romantic-funny words from him. I've been longing to buy this novel for a few months jugak lah. but being me yg super-stingy when it comes to buy reading materials ni, memang asyik tertangguh lah nak beli. Lagi pun, currently I haven't finished reading the "Time traveler's wife" lagi. But now, I need to finish faster la :) 

To kamil, I would like to thank him sooo much for his unconditional love, patient and everything that he gave me. He just stay and be patient ( which is, very difficult if you handling me ), which not every man could have. I know we have our ups and downs, but I found you are the best adventure-partner I have. With you, I am willing to go nowhere where I don't have any idea of with veryy limited cash in hand and with all the disadvantages we both had . I love you !

People say happiness is a choice, and i think happiness is you :)